With corporate issues slowly moving in quite random directions, life is going to be a bit “stale”,
not left the house in months or done anything productive other than trying to keep things afloat.
Last night, I found myself looking at car reviews for Maserati, and after noticing that YouTube keeps recommending that type of content to me, I asked myself what I’m doing here, as even paying rent is a tough cookie.
With that being said, money is just a commodity, and it should not be a big issue to accumulate larger amounts. But somehow, I am stuck in a loop that does not allow me to move forward.
Forward in terms of not dreaming of money and alleviating the pressure from some people I may have harmed. Yet this won’t change with my head in the sand.
The 50 Euro Challenge, while fun to do, is more or less a way for me to write down the things I have wanted to express for a long time, while this very post I am writing right now is meant to create a gap between those reflections.
Long story short: I’m stuck!
I need to come up with a way to get some cash flow going, both privately and commercially, so this hole can be filled, and life can go on.
The best way to do this is to utilize older contacts and stack some funding to create equity for some noise, but i have failed to maintain those contacts for quite some time as this draught is lasting for quite some time already, which will make this task even harder (if not impossible)
That reminds me, I still have an account I tested months ago. I should check if it is still active, but this firm does not allow hedging, which makes intraday trading rather difficult, as my style relies heavily on it. Plus, the amount is quite low.
I will see where it goes. I will try to write something more direct and honest in the coming day.
